To My People ... on pain

Posting all the pictures of Christmas with Franklin made me happy, and then reading people's comments on them and responding made me happy, but I'm feeling I need to schedule my next visit or else I'm going to get very very sad. It's so hard and I don't know how to explain it, but not having him in my weekly life is just the hardest/saddest thing. Sigh. Maybe people will write more comments, but when I talk about him, I feel good because it's like he's here.....sort of. He can drive me insane, but I just love him so much. If this is what it's like with a nephew, I can't even begin to imagine how it will be if I have children.